(Every time I see Kai-kun… like today, too. Those moments when we touch, it feels like a dream… Kai-kun burying his face in my chest was so adorable, and it made me so happy that he loves my big breasts.)
I think I can feel this way because I love Kai-kun so much.
Matsuri-san and Emu-chan have said it too—if we met Kai-kun in our situation, it’d be impossible not to be drawn to him… In those moments when we realize it’s a dream, his true, unfiltered feelings come out, and we can tell he genuinely cares about us.
“Heeey, Saika~?”
“Ah, y-yes!”
…Oops.
I got so lost in thought that I must have worried Kai-kun.
“I-I’m sorry…”
“Nah, don’t apologize!”
He says that, but it’s still my fault for spacing out.
“…?”
Wait… huh?
Even though I smoothly invited Kai-kun to my grandparents’ house like this, now that we’re alone in my room together… I suddenly become very aware of it, and my face burns.
“K-Kai-kun!”
“Y-yeah?”
Trying to hide my embarrassment, trying not to make him uncomfortable… I was completely out of it at this point.
“Wanna… play a game?”
“A game?”
“The ‘Total Agreement’ game…”
“……What’s that?”
W-what am I even saying…?!
I’m totally losing my cool and need to calm down, but I just keep rambling.
“I’ll agree with everything Kai-kun says… so I want you to tell me anything. I’ll nod along to all of it—e-even if it’s a naughty request, I’ll totally do it…!”
“W-whoa, calm down, Saika!”
Kai-kun puts his hands on my shoulders as I lean forward, stopping me.
But even that just makes my body heat up more, my head spinning so much I can’t think straight.
“C-come on! Hurry, Kai-kun! Say anything to me…!”
My body’s burning up—no, my brain feels like it’s boiling.
I might collapse any second… And in my dazed vision, Kai-kun seems to have decided what he wants me to do.
“W-well then… Can I get a lap pillow again, like last time?”
“A… lap pillow?”
“Ahaha… Is that a no?”
“…N-no, I’ll do it.”
A lap pillow… Right, a lap pillow.
It’s not like I mind, so I pat my thighs invitingly… and it actually helps me calm down a little.
“Excuse me…”
“Mhm.”
After lying down slowly, Kai-kun rests his head on my lap.
My chest blocks my view of his face from above, but I can tell from his relaxed posture that he’s completely at ease.
“Hey, Saika…”
“Yeah?”
“You kinda… go off the rails sometimes, huh?”
“Eep…!”
“You’re like Emu—never mind.”
What does he mean, like Emu-chan…? Does she go wild like this too?
“…Hmph.”
Taking advantage of the fact he can’t see me, I puff out my cheeks.
It’s just the two of us here right now… and we’re even touching like this—I don’t want him bringing up another girl’s name.
Sure, it’s just me being selfish, and I have gotten close to Emu-chan too… but right now, I want him to think only about me.
“…Hmph!”
“Saika—Guh!?”
My chest is right above Kai-kun’s face… so I lean forward.
Now my breasts press against his face—squish might be too strong a word, but they’re soft, so it’s fine. Besides, Kai-kun in my dreams loved this.
“Hmph… hmph!”
What even is the “Total Agreement” game?
I almost want to ask myself—because right now, I’m the one taking the lead with Kai-kun… He’s cute when he’s clingy, but I love this flustered, passive side of him too.
“Uh, Saika…?!”
“Mhm~♪”
My dress is made of soft fabric, so I can feel every little movement when Kai-kun speaks.
His breathing against my chest and the way his lips move send sweet electric shivers through me, making me want to keep this up forever.
After a while in that position, I finally let him go.
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“…Phew.”
“S-sorry… I got a little carried away.”
“Nah… I was happy too. It wasn’t bad.”
“…Aah.”
“……………”
We both fall silent, letting the quiet stretch between us.
When I sneak glances at Kai-kun, I catch him doing the same to me… and then—
In this not-at-all-unpleasant silence, my ears pick up his words.
“Hypnosis!”
“—!”
The moment I hear Kai-kun’s voice, that strange, floating sensation envelops me again.
“Geez~… You really went all out, huh? Well, I’m taking control now—gonna do whatever I want!”
“Okay… I don’t mind~.”
Ahh… This feeling.
My head goes fuzzy, and I just want to surrender myself to Kai-kun completely—to obey every word he says, to fulfill his every desire.
“Damn, these melons are heavy… How’s a high school girl packing weapons like these? Seriously… They’re perfect.”
“Kai-kun always loves them, huh?”
“‘Course I do! These are mine… only mine—wait, aren’t you supposed to scold me here?”
“But they are only yours, so I can’t really deny it.”
“O-oh… right.”
Kai-kun hesitates as he gropes my chest.
(This feeling… What is it, really?)
Compared to before, this sensation has grown clearer—but I still don’t understand it.
Not that I mind, though… Because in these moments, not only does Kai-kun want me, but I can feel his unfiltered emotions and hear his truest thoughts.
“Man, they’re so soft and comfy… I wanna stay like this forever.”
“You can~.”
“Nah, ‘forever’ might be pushing it… But hey, for me to keep doing stuff like this, you gotta stay smiling, Saika—if anything’s bothering you, tell me, got it? Otherwise, I can’t relax and do what I want!”
“…Okay.”
Yeah… This is Kai-kun’s true nature.
He’s always thinking about us, always ready to help if something’s wrong… And it’s not just words—just having him around makes me feel like nothing can go wrong.
And at the same time… because it’s him, I can forgive anything.
“Hey, Kai-kun.”
“Yeah?”
“Tell me one truth and one lie?”
“Huh? What’s this all of a sudden?”
He tilts his head but humors me anyway.
“Alright, uh… I’m actually a lolicon.”
“Lie.”
That’s a lie—no, a blatant one. I knew right away.
Kai-kun gives me a wry smile before continuing.
“Before I met you, I saved a woman’s life—maybe.”
“That’s true.”
“Whoa… You can tell?”
I can. Because in this state, I know when Kai-kun’s lying or telling the truth… That’s why I can trust every word he says—because there’s no deceit in them.
Not that I don’t trust him normally, of course.
“Oh crap! My phone’s dying—dammit, right when things were getting good!”
And just like that, the floating sensation vanishes, and I’m back to normal.
My brain processes it as just another dreamlike moment, so it doesn’t feel too strange.
“Guess I should head out soon.”
“Yeah… It’s almost five.”
I realize how late it’s gotten.
I need to hold back my desire to keep Kai-kun all to myself—if I monopolize him too much, Matsuri-san and Emu-chan will get jealous.
“Aah~!”
Kai-kun stands up and stretches, looking satisfied.
Reluctantly, I lead him to the entrance—where, of course, my grandparents show up.
“Come visit anytime, Masaki-kun.”
“Next time, you’ll have to entertain us too, alright?”
“Ahaha, sure thing!”
After that brief exchange, I step outside to see him off… and that’s when I see something strange.
“…Huh?”
A black thread-like thing—or maybe it’s just my imagination.
But I instantly recognize it as something unpleasant… something I’ve seen in my dreams before.
Kai-kun doesn’t notice… and I don’t call out to him. Instead, I grab the thread.
The moment I do, it disappears without resistance—as if it was never there. But I know I saw it.
“Man, that was sudden, but thanks for having me, Saika.”
“No problem. I had fun too. Next time, let’s hang out with everyone?”
“Sounds good. I’m really looking forward to it.”
“Me too. See you later.”
“Yeah, later.”
With that, Kai-kun turns his back to me.
I watch him until he’s out of sight, still wondering about that black thread… But one thing’s certain: just like Kai-kun protects us, I’ll protect him too.
“…Hehe, that was so much fun—and so exciting.”
Remembering what happened at home, my body heats up again.
Like Matsuri-san told me, maybe I should share today’s events with them.
“Hehe, I wonder what they’ll say?”
I’m kinda curious how Matsuri-san will react…
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